Pin Wen's change over.

2009-11-16T04:14:00.003+08:00

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2009-11-16T04:00:00.003+08:00

For she who do not care or appreciate, shall not deserve the best treatments.
i've gave much of my attention to you, it's time to stop.
Hope you'll have a smooth journey ahead.

no point making me jealous or sad, cause to be exact,
the one that don't care anymore, is ME.

I do not want to hurt your feelings, cause i know ,
no matter how you hurt me, i can stand up.
but if i do so, you might hate me forever.

Many people asked, Are you sad? I replied, I miss her so much.

2009-09-25T23:48:00.004+08:00

Just came back from camp. See some true face. human changed so fast , really sad. When need my help, i'm a nice person. When they don't need me, shove me off.

How to have positive attitude for this world?

After packing up and chat outside the containers, we went off with ah huat's van and head to jetty.

Ate at the hawker, i ate the seafood western, damn funny. Cause i was attracted by the fish, so when it came, the Sotong , and prawn , all passed to Ben and Leisha. Lol $6.50 quite EXP ! not worth it for me cos i only ate the fish.

After which took bus 89 to hou gang then cabbed home, too shag. During the journey.

Was discussing about happiness and Money, which one will you choose.

Wrong question, i rephrase, 4 choice, (Pure money), (Pure Happiness), (Lots of Money,Abit of happinss), (Lots of happiness, Abit of Money) Which one will you choose?

Actually this can't be even a question.

when u have abit of money

*how u wan to be happy?

*cos when people around u

*that needs ur support

*cannot get ur support

*so they cant be happy= u cant be happy.

*because this opinion is only given to u

*they can't choose.

This option is only given to you, Choose again.

People around u cant choose, they will live as normal, but your choice will determine a difference in them. think carefully and choose again.

4 choice, (Pure money), (Pure Happiness), (Lots of Money,Abit of happinss), (Lots of happiness, Abit of Money).

Happy 6th MONTH! :)

2009-09-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

I love her. I REALLY LOVE YOU! :(
And the one i love :)
that's me :)
Her set :)
My set :)
Oyster:) very nice.

Blogger is having big problem, or maybe all my 3 browser is nothing working well, I can't post Pictures.

but nvm :) Had our 6th month celebration, was a fun one, had our dinner at jack's place and then had our MOVIE ! Dance flick. WHat a funny movie , consist of scenes on Step up, You've got served, twilight, High school musical. Lol Damn funny show.

Had Great food and fun with dear>!:) many pictures. Pictures tell a thousands words. Once blogger is working, i will upload :)

2009-08-11T16:16:00.003+08:00

Many people have been asking, how did i get myself admitted into the hospital.
So now i am explaining , thanks for the concern from everyone.
I accidentally or rather purposely drank a pack of milk.
My dad bought 2 box of herbal soup back, and i finished one of it.
Then i started to get reactions in my body and phlegms starts to form up and blocked the wind pipe or jam up the lung's passage way for air to enter. (This cause Asthma to happen.)
I admit i am poor, i don't dare to go and see doctor, my idea was i wanted to save the money.

But the situation gets worst.

Waited for my dad to reach home, rush down to the hospital.
( No one will understand how it is like when you got not enough air going into your body. )
During the journey, this few thoughts came in mind.
Should i just give up and die? Am i reaching soon? It's going to be expensive.

When i arrived, manage to walk to the counter to register and i see hope.
They ask me to sit on a wheel chair and
they push me to a room and wear the oxygen mask with medicine on me.
relieve? No, i still feel breathless.
In the past , a session of the treatment will do me fine.
this time it took me 4 times and i am not good, hence i got admitted.
During the stay, 5 more session was given, more then 10 injections were given.
Did the Swop test for H1N1.( Poking into the nose and throat, it's damn uncomfortable.)
Taking bottles of blood from me to check for disease.
Shall end here, this is how much i have suffered.

2009-07-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

I guess i'm damn useless, i just can't provide extra for my love ones. God, any direction? please lead me and i will take the rest of the steps.

2009-07-12T06:23:00.002+08:00

Just came back from mah jong session with joo tat, wen jie and marc , what a gathering . was talking with marc about future, was rather stress. A good suggestion or rather something that i have been thinking , Since me and my gf's relationship is stable , it's time for me to find a job. I need to bring back income lessen my daddy's burden and start earn ing my money. having super part time job which a few weeks or month once is not enough. shall start thinking what i can work as.

2009-06-13T19:43:00.001+08:00

This personality profile is based on the writing of Pin Wen Tan created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Pin Wen uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Pin Wen does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Pin Wen will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Pin Wen is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Pin Wen doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Pin Wen will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Pin Wen's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Pin Wen slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Pin Wen can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Pin Wen is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Pin Wen basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

Pin Wen is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Pin Wen has a temper. He uses this as a defense mechanism when he doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around him.

Pin Wen has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Pin Wen has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Pin Wen fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Pin Wen has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Pin Wen seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Pin Wen seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

2009-05-31T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone. Chun fu and people, i miss all of you :) we've gone through all the poor times, no $$ time and i feel happy with u guys, although we come from different place and living a different life.

We have something in common, we are poor but we are still very happy, spending money when we have and being happy when we don't have $$. And most importantly, we are enemy Lol.

Remember we ton over night at the high way?? just some drinks and chips and we were have fun :)

PS: Keeping everything within myself have been a stupid choice. i shall said it all here once and for alll. formula= how you treat me = how i treat you , from now onwards.

-For those that treat me nice, i'll treat you nice

-For those that appreciate me, i'll appreciate u

-For those that Don't appreciate me, i'll not appriciate u

-For those that don't trust me, i'll not trust you

-For those THAT LOOK DOWN ON ME, YOU WATCH OUT, WHEN I CLIMB UP THERE I"LL LET YOU SMELL ALL MY SHIT. WATCH OUT. So what if you have money ? So what if you're clever? SHOW OFF AND TREAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULD? U'll GET PUNISHED.

EH, i don't mind paying, but pin wen lehz? Fine. I'm poor. one day u'll be too.

Huhs model?, well playing with people around me. people around you will suffer.

2009-05-29T13:51:00.002+08:00

1)I observed something, example when mrt train come , the fixed amount of seats is set but the amount of customers are not. Hence this situations can bring back to explain as we know our supply abilities but we do not know how many consumers we have.

2)another way is we know there is certain amount of customers but we do not know our supply hence we need to go find more resources.

Conslusion, number 1 is prerferred as u know how much u can supply and once ur supply ends, u made max profits and do not have any waste.

some random things to write down.

Another one is, i think i'm getting more and more irritating and irritated.

irritating because i want to bring out the mood in the class or place, but people take it as irritating.

Irritated because people don't appreciate me anymore.

One situation, very hurting but it will make me stand up even harder.

2009-05-28T01:13:00.002+08:00

I'm watching crime watch now, and i realise something. Most of the case is some stupid crime but yet Most of it is about items which they can use or change into $$$. Sum Up $$$ is one of the Big factor that causes Crime to happen. I came across some which is rather clever but i'm thinking why can't they just use it some where else?

2009-05-10T19:06:00.003+08:00

Now i realise as i grow older, i think more and this became a disadvantage for me. I'm pissing everyone off around me. Or rather to say the fun side of me is lesser now but a more irritating person is coming out from the picture.

I swear to god, it just meant to be good.

Or rather people close to me will realise i'm not so fun anymore but always talking to them about life.

we are all grew ups, i just hope that my intention will be taken as a good act instead of me pissing everyone off.

i'm sorry every one i love all of you please forgive me.

2009-04-30T01:41:00.001+08:00

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CAN I STOP THIS ?!

WHY DO I NEED TO SMILE WHEN I AM ANGRY?

2009-04-30T01:28:00.002+08:00

FUCK KNN CCB , I SEE ANYONE THAT PISS ME OFF, i am not going to ren, i will PUNCH U right on ur FACE .,.... ! CCB !

SIMPLE TO SAY EVERYONE PISSED ME OFF TODAY EVERYONE !

INSIDE ME NOW IS VOLCANO.

FYP IS NOT PROGRESSING WELL

GF AND I QUARREL

FATHER ALSO KEEP NAGGING ME

FUCK LA

2009-04-08T04:03:00.002+08:00

Many things happened , seeing people keeping their tears and feeling how painful they are is sad.

And i am here to say my stand.

Making the right choice and also facing the wrong choice we have made is important in life.

Making the choice meaning u know what u're choosing and u know whats the reason behind choosing this. analyaze is the what u really want or are u being influenced ?

Trust me , every can change because of love , human can change too. many people will feel this way, they should love the original person from the start that they know each other , but for me , no, we have to change , maybe not change but grow up together , that is what i call a perfect relationship , we learn new things together, we see new things, we qaurrel and know why did we and many more.( this is for L & A and not for my relationship cause mine is doing well.)

2009-04-01T01:56:00.010+08:00

I love my Girlfriend ~! :)

After so Long , i've finally have a relationship with this wonderful girl name jiao hui, how it happened, sum up fast and yet very sweet :) Although we get tgt very fast , but we have lots to find out about each others and there's a long way to go, i guess she's the right girl for me .

so many things happened , jootat's birthday, philip's god son's birthday , farewell for racheal. and lots more that is coming up.

Happy 1 month, my girl , sorry that i can't be in singapore to celebrate this happy day but i believe you'll not be angry over it cause 1 month is nothing to us, but it's called life. Hope you like that present for you. Hope you'll be happy and :) I love YOU Mrs Polka Dot TAN :)

I always believe that A healthy and lasting sweet relationship comes when both parties are growing up together in mentally and they create this bonding and understandings between them.

I'm going camp in few hours time , and going cruise on friday , Hope everyone will live their life happier and fruitfully.
Most importantly i love Jace chew jiao hui !:)

2009-02-17T13:31:00.003+08:00

16th feb woke up around 3 plus , get ready and went over to kelly's place for arnold Chicken. da jie er jie, and god mum's at home too :) andrew, lian xin and fabian was there too. we ate our dinner and after that slack around and watch tv then went off. Many things's happening , it's just something small , hope this time round things will resolve nicely.

Today 17th, day off for my dad. This call came. This is so sad. his friend called , crying, a female. She don't even have enough money to buy food. This is how sad life can get to. She's a manager and now economic downfall, everything turn around.. My dad let me listen to her voice crying, seriously i felt so painful for her. Facing the reality is so tiring , thats why watching movie can also be a hobby, that short 1 to 3 hours can just bring us to experience something off the reality.

For those that is still living in your own world, neglecting your family and friends, time to wake up.

Reality Check Ahead. !!!

2009-02-16T03:59:00.011+08:00

I enjoy doing these things, but sadly, i don have a chance to do for the one i love.spending valentine's day alone for the past 4 years is an achievement. but i hope to stop this achievement asap.

This year, lian xin told andrew, she wants a surprise , haha so we really did a surprise, me , andrew and fabian did this, combine forces. share s

hare la lol but it's the thoughts that counts. I did it for miki ! :)

miki is my lover this valentine !~:)The 2 sweet loving couple and i am the camera man .
This is how i celebrated my V day :) went out with Jace and Leisha for dinner and some shopping. then meet up with the 6 couples and chang.:) to liquid bar. felt damn emo over there watching the couples's laughters and loving act and a drunk man beside me. Now i finally understand , drinking is a good way of running away from the world.

So many relationships but none's successful. Three ran away. A few fallen.

2009-02-16T03:38:00.009+08:00

Student leaders:)
instructors for the camp !:)
3E3 rocks , super man !~

Panti Summit.

Just finished Yishun town camp, was shagged but don't know why and don't really feel belong to the camp.:) maybe i slack too much . And i am getting fat ! very fat ! A newbie as my mirror:) nice and fun ! many photos

2009-02-16T03:15:00.009+08:00

So many things' happening and i've got not enough time to record down. memories pile up. floor ball div 4 champion, Procon work at shangri la hotel, Ang bao toto and lots more.

2009-02-15T17:25:00.002+08:00

This year's birthday celebrated with andrew fabian joo tat , muneer ,ianrik chang wen jie and their gf. we first went for floor ball competition then the rest went off to buy things. So left only me and wen jie , we both went shopping at tampines mall and then slowly took bus home to change. i was wondering where they wanna bring me to, first i thought bali house where i always wanted to go then i thought was some where else. in the end they all came to house when i am bathing they dash in and tied me up and throw eggs and flour and lots of things la . damn cold man ! LOL and i was tied inside there for 15 minutes and clear up the mess,

afterwhich we ordered pizza and they started helping me packing up my house ,

and thats m,y birthday present . seriously my house is damn dusty and dirty after packing up , woah look like new and lots of things are being thrown away , many memorable things are thrown away too.

Then on the next day, the second surprise, they bought me a camera, something that i've wanted to be my birthday present. Thanks everyone, seriously. i'll remember all of you.

I remembered my 19th and 18th was special too, my 19th , all those important friends in my life all came together and ate dinner together and for my 18th i rmb i was working so my friends will come over to my work place every 1 hour and give me present. i rmb the first one is damn shocking macdonald breakfast from yi jia !:)

2009-02-10T03:08:00.011+08:00

So i updated on this camp which i first use my camera. Anw the camera was my 20th birthday present from my friends:) my birthday wish came through.

And i am going to camp again for Yishun town secondary school later 10th feb 09 till 13th, friday. when i come back i shall update more on my birthday as i seriously think this year was a damn special one.

These are some of the picture taken during Cementi Town Secondary school sec2 or 3 camp, forget.
The first picture is the scenery of my work place at Kota tinggi.

2009-02-10T02:39:00.001+08:00

Thanks CeciliathY For the help to edit my blog okie? Happy enough? :) that first post was CeciliaThy's idea.

Finally now i have got time and feel to start updating about my ife and record down.

First post

2009-02-07T04:04:00.001+08:00

HELLO,
TAN PIN WEN, you're so deadddddddddddddddddddddd.
:DDDD

How are you going to thank me eh? Muahhahahaha. :X